So I really like this guy, and for the past few months, we’ve had like awkward facebook chat conversations and I was honestly kind of sick of that. So, while on my trip, and this was actually true, my internet was really bad and his messages weren’t coming in and so I told him to text me and I gave him my number and we are now texting, and I’m a very happy camper, except for the awkward part. I don’t know. I’m a very awkward person, but not even in the cute way, I’m awkward in the I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I’M SUPPOSED TO INTERACT WITH HUMANS kind of way. Very adorable. Let me tell you about all the guys I have lined up waiting to just get a glimpse of my awkward ways.
Example of this: A couple of months ago, I liked this guy and he was eating a banana at lunch, and after painfully awkward eye contact, I said hi to him twice before I told him to enjoy his banana and all but ran away.
I don’t even know.
Anyways. I hope I’ve become a little less awkward because I finally stopped using “lol” which I know is a dumb thing, but I use it when I text when I get nervous because it’s really easy and I don’t know. Though now, I have finally stopped with the excessive “lol”s and I’m back to normality. At least for me, which actually just entails a ridiculous stream of “haha”s because that’s more realistic because I laugh very easily, so it’s not hard to believe that I’m actually laughing as I text, because, honestly, I deserve to laugh at my own jokes because I’m freaking hysterical.